There is really nothing to be achieved here. You're not here to do something great, something special. You are here to know the divine.
Your pain is our pain. We are one.
We bear with each other.
Nothing at earth is great, no mountain, but the love between created beings.
When experiencing this love everything is great, uplifted.
It's all up to God, but it is we who decide what will happen. We are constantly served. About time we show compassion.
I can be fully enlightened now, if I want to. God is prepared to send down as much light as I want, but I hang back for fear of the darkness that comes with it.
It's sickness that is death!
If you want to be saint-like, be humble! Then you will be open to the high and low, the outer and the inner, in perfect balance, as if you were a cross, no longer full of yourself. Yes pride is in the way, but you don't have to crush it, you can melt it away with My love. In the humble state you have an easy access to every deed in the moment of need.
Do not ever think you know the answer already.
Every situation is different from the past,
even though it seems very similar. So pay attention
and you will receive the answer in due time.
God has said: seek and you will find. Some people dig for dirt. They will surely find it because the ground is full of it. Others seek diamonds. Both are real, but dirt can never reflect the light of truth.
To lose the body, on the other hand,
is increased presence, vitality and freedom!
After a ceremony mother ayahuasca said: You think you are selfish if you talk, so you mostly just listen, but if you talk about what is on your mind that can be just as or more inspiring as what you say as a response to what you are listening to.
Mary came to me and said: All mothers (included her) are one. We all suffer when our child are treated unfairly.
Jesus came in a ceremony and said: My pain is your pain. Your pain is my pain. We are one. And right afterwards a spirit commanded me to take other peoples pain as if it was my own. ( A girl was struggling and was about to throw up). I heard a similar message in another ceremony when I witnessed another womans pain: It is our pain. Not separated in mine and yours.
Before a ceremony I was thinking about my intentions for the next one. I was thinking about maybe wishing to be more loving etc. Then mother ayahuasca came and said loud and clear: Sure you are not going to ask to be better at receiving love, then?
After a ceremony she spoke to me the whole time the others was asleep and criticised how we all are living unnatural lives in so many ways ( and described them all. (It was so many it took such a long time I almost got bored). And she said this poetic verse: Children ask for the sun (love, freedom, wisdom etc), but the grown ups give them autumn leaves. (old thoughts). And she said: If you betray love when you communicate with another human being you make the person feel inferiority. And: Be spontaneous and authentic. All artificial is garbage.
Flørting er ikke ok, det er å henvende seg til folks seksualitet, bare.
Tanker jeg fikk dagen etter en seremoni: Noen sier Gud finnes ikke siden han tillater lidelse, men Gud godtar ikke at lidelse blir påført noen eller at lyssky virksomhet holdes skjult, derfor setter han lyset sitt på det så vi kan se det og rydde det av veien. Det er tross alt vi som er handlerne på jorda. Gud er ikke engang skapt! Gud tillater alt (for at vi skal lære og ta bedre valg), men det betyr likevel ikke at alt er godtatt i himmelen.
