Altering truth

He recognized the truth to be altering 

as heaven came down upon him

and adjusted to it as if he had never 

been ashamed to stand in its midst before. 

He knelt before the throne of the heavenly father 

who with his sceptre judged between good and evil 

and threw himself in his fathers lap and thanked him 

for giving him the truth that changed him

because he knew how little he could do to change 

unless he knew in his heart what would change him.

Love this picture

The tree in my yard.

I talked to a tree - and it was so powerful! And as I felt it more closely it got scary because it seemed almost angry at me, so i asked: Why are you angry at me? I felt it was disappointed with me. It said I was living a pretty meaningless life. So, what should I do?, I asked, and it said I should make friends. I said: How? It said: Be friendly! Nice! Not let your quirkiness be a hindrance, but put others before yourself. It was right. I should do that and not just run after boys.

Tre viktige arketyper som religiøs/spirituell

Maria: kjærlig omsorg, Jesus: kjærlig visdom og Det indre barnet: den Gud elsker.

Den Gud elsker er mennesket som har valgt å bli Guds barn som mottar all den kjærlighet og visdom hun trenger for å bli mer som Jesus og Maria. Det som skiller en ekte religiøs fra en som er skinnhellig er at den ekte har blitt som et barn ved å ha kastet fra seg sitt gamle jeg: Omvendt seg fra synd og troen på at hun selv vet best og kan klare seg kun ved menneskelig hjelp, samt behovet for å bli akseptert, trodd, forstått og betraktet som normal av andre.

Ved å ønske å tjene Gud, kjærlig som Jesus og Maria, vil barnet motta og tilegne seg de guddommelige egenskapene så de kan komme til uttrykk på en unik og best mulig måte, samt av Gud motta hjelp for å overkomme sitt lavere selv (bli helgenaktig).
Noen såkalt spirituelle (new-agere) oppfattes av meg som om de med stolthet tror de er bedre (mer spirituelle) enn religiøse mennesker fordi de innbiller seg at religiøse mennesker er skinnhellige og ikke tenker selv. (Selv om noen religiøse er slik betyr det ikke at det er kjennetegnet på en som er religiøs. Jeg synes det er mer presis å si at noen religiøse er mindre engasjerte i den spirituelle verden enn andre.) Gud ber oss derimot om å finne sannheten selv (vha den hellige ånd, selvsagt.) Å bære en fasade og ikke tenke selv er derimot kjennetegnet på en smålig person. Jeg tror også at de som oppfatter andre som skinnhellige gjør dette fordi de selv er det i en eller annen grad og at det new-agere mangler for å virkelig bli spirituelle er den moral religiøse er opptatt av, samt den totale omvendelsen til Gud som må til for å overkomme stoltheten som hindrer enhver dyd (inkludert den visdom og løsrevne holdning som må til for å "tenke Selv". (Man blir ikke klok av å tenke selv, men ved å kunne reflektere tanker fra høyere bevissthet.)

What is icaros?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5P1RqUkzws

Sex, drugs and ayahuasca

This man has some great opinions  https://www.facebook.com/290215444906176/videos/741296886323129/?v=741296886323129

He says that the modern man think he owns his body so he can do what ever he likes with it, but sex is not gymnastics, its an intimate exchange of energies. It's an intimate exchange of thoughts and "airs". When we go from relationship to relationship we receive all the negativity and bad energies into our bodies and those restless "airs" effects out thinking. When we respond to our selfish desires these desires brings more suffering to us. When sex occurs outside the framework of legitimate love of the formed couple in which there is a spiritual connection it exacerbate our feeling of loneliness, our isolation from life. In order to live in unity you must live in a certain state of purity. Sex is pure when it is a physical or a physical metaphor of the previous communion of two souls in the spiritual realm. First we must unite spiritually with the person, purifying our bodies, then sex can be sanctified. Outside this frame sex brings restlessness and loneliness due to our illegitimate behaviours.

Cervical orgasm (cervix orgasm)

Excerpts from different pages found on the internet about cervical orgasm:

Cervical Orgasm – This is the most beneficial orgasm according to the Tantric tradition, also called cervico-uterine orgasm. Contractions of the deep vaginal muscles and uterus, while the pc muscle might stay relaxed; The orgasm will feel deeper, more full and intense and yet more “round” than the g-spot orgasm, and will be accompanied by strong emotions, love, unity, ecstasy and transcendence, tears, crying and a feeling of deep satisfaction; The experience of pleasure is deep and profound, but in the same time, the cervical orgasm is experienced and appreciated as an experience which is beyond bodily pleasure, and is sometimes felt beyond the physical body; The cervical orgasm is naturally subliming and lifting the sexual energy towards the higher chakras Stimulation of the areas near the cervix will cause similar kinds of orgasm. These areas include the posterior fornix, which is located under the cervix, along the wall of the vagina which is next to the anus, and the anterior fornix (AF or AFE) or the A-Spot, which is located on the upper wall of the vagina, between the cervix and the g-spot.

Cervical orgasm involves a lot of warm up with the cervix often feeling overly sensitive or painful on first touch. Cervical orgasms feel more powerful and consuming, spreading deeper through the body. 

They are reported as feeling like a vibration or tingle which emanates through the entire body, providing an intense climax which lasts a lot longer than G-spot or clitoral orgasms.

In reflexology, the cervix is the point of the heart and as such, it’s believed that these orgasms encourage feelings of love and deeper connection. Because of this, reflexology practitioners believe that you’re more likely to achieve cervical orgasm with a partner that you feel close and relaxed with or alone in a safe, tranquil environment.

Some professional sex therapists who have a holistic approach on sex and pleasure even claim that those who are able to achieve the cervical orgasm have just reached a new state of spiritual transcendence—this intense feeling of pleasure is unparalleled and it can generate very intense love feelings. The pleasure goes far beyond the physical satisfaction.

Achieving a cervical orgasm requires a strong dose of mindfulness, so if you want to make one happen for you, consider taking up a regular meditation practice. The thing is, cervical orgasms are complicated: They may be more of a combination of stimulation than just the cervix alone. After all, you can access areas around your cervix with deep penetration, and the cervix can aid in stimulating those areas. You’ve heard about a full-body orgasm. That’s how a cervical orgasm feels. And what an experience it is: Cervical orgasms flood your body with healing, feel-good chemicals that lower stress hormones and leave you feeling amazing. Many women say to achieve them, you must be absolutely centered on your pelvis. If you want cervical orgasms, mindfulness matters!

Your cervix can be tender if you hit it too hard, so take it slowly. And keep in mind that deeper penetration isn’t just a physical act for women. Our minds and our emotions are also heavily involved, so don’t be surprised if you have feelings that get stirred up or you have significant life realizations along the way.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=95&v=DSfJ3VGgvXk

Deep thrusts that are angled toward the back end side of your vagina will create the intensity and intimacy that you crave.

Stimulating the cervix can cause very intense feelings of love with your partner and spiritual transcendence.

If you are feeling open emotionally and open to yourself and your partner you are more likely to experience it. However, it’s not likely to occur during casual sex or if you don’t feel very open, safe and relaxed with your partner.

My final thoughts: I agree to most of what is said here, but when it says intense, I don't experience it physically intense like a peak orgasm, but emotionally intense! I will also add that it seems to be important that the penis is shaped in a certain way. When I see a penis that has a thin tip I think: Good for anal. When it has a thick tip: Good for vaginal (with the hope of cervix orgasm). Needless to say, if the penis isn't reaching the cervix well enough (a slight touch won't do) there is no chance she will have such an orgasm. The angle the penis hits the cervix is of importance. He can try to reach it by penetrating her in front, half way on the side. She will probably adjust her body so it hits her cervix perfectly.

I have only experienced this orgasm with a few people and these had some things in common: They could last long without coming (had good self control and was present), they were not far from the point of no return most of the time we had intercourse, they had a large penis, the chemistry was good, they were spiritual and I felt completely safe with them so to surrender was not hard at all.

For her to be able to experience this orgasm she should sacrifice peak orgasms for a long time. If she has had many peak orgasms her cervix has probably become tight and stiff. This can be fixed by avoiding peak orgasms and by massaging the cervix untill it is soft. This can be done by squeezing the cervix with two fingers from each side untill it no longer hurts and then with a penis or fingers straight on.

When I have had a cervix orgasm I have already had intercourse untill the point where love is produced inside of me. A while after that happens I lose contact with the feeling of his penis inside my vagina and float beyond my body as my consciousness expands. When I reach the orgasm I have reached heaven and connect with the divine. I speak in tounges when I am connected to the divine energies. (The man should just keep on thrusting at this point untill she communicates to him that he can slow down. He should not worry that something is wrong, even though she may sound strange. Sometimes women cries when they have an orgasm because it is an emotional release too. This is a good thing. After the orgasm he may hold her in his arms. Never try to stop her from expresssing herself. After a full cervix orgasm I feel intense happiness.