Cry woman!

Cry and you will reveal the character of the man you are dating.
I have seen many different reactions from men. One was ashamed because he cared about the people around us, so he was vain. One did not mind at all, caught up in his own world. I actually met two of those. One got upset when I got upset and just wanted to leave. Another understood I was upset and needed to cry so he just came up to me and held around me so I could cry. Another criticised me for making noises and told me to cry silently. One was afraid I was faking it, manipulating a reaction like his x wife had done, so he was just sceptical and very cold towards me, telling me to get it together. It seems like God want to test the guys for me so I can see who they are because i may be upset suddenly for no apparent reason. One guy thought we were going to have sex, when I cried he felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave.

The first time i ever cried in front of a man was when I was 21. I knew he would be like a mother, comforting me.  I am glad God shows me who is worth hanging out with.

Altering truth

He recognized the truth to be altering 

as heaven came down upon him

and adjusted to it as if he had never 

been ashamed to stand in its midst before. 

He knelt before the throne of the heavenly father 

who with his sceptre judged between good and evil 

and threw himself in his fathers lap and thanked him 

for giving him the truth that changed him

because he knew how little he could do to change 

unless he knew in his heart what would change him.

Love this picture

The tree in my yard.

I talked to a tree - and it was so powerful! And as I felt it more closely it got scary because it seemed almost angry at me, so i asked: Why are you angry at me? I felt it was disappointed with me. It said I was living a pretty meaningless life. So, what should I do?, I asked, and it said I should make friends. I said: How? It said: Be friendly! Nice! Not let your quirkiness be a hindrance, but put others before yourself. It was right. I should do that and not just run after boys.

Tre viktige arketyper som religiøs/spirituell

Maria: kjærlig omsorg, Jesus: kjærlig visdom og Det indre barnet: den Gud elsker.

Den Gud elsker er mennesket som har valgt å bli Guds barn som mottar all den kjærlighet og visdom hun trenger for å bli mer som Jesus og Maria. Det som skiller en ekte religiøs fra en som er skinnhellig er at den ekte har blitt som et barn ved å ha kastet fra seg sitt gamle jeg: Omvendt seg fra synd og troen på at hun selv vet best og kan klare seg kun ved menneskelig hjelp, samt behovet for å bli akseptert, trodd, forstått og betraktet som normal av andre.

Ved å ønske å tjene Gud, kjærlig som Jesus og Maria, vil barnet motta og tilegne seg de guddommelige egenskapene så de kan komme til uttrykk på en unik og best mulig måte, samt av Gud motta hjelp for å overkomme sitt lavere selv (bli helgenaktig).
Noen såkalt spirituelle (new-agere) oppfattes av meg som om de med stolthet tror de er bedre (mer spirituelle) enn religiøse mennesker fordi de innbiller seg at religiøse mennesker er skinnhellige og ikke tenker selv. (Selv om noen religiøse er slik betyr det ikke at det er kjennetegnet på en som er religiøs. Jeg synes det er mer presis å si at noen religiøse er mindre engasjerte i den spirituelle verden enn andre.) Gud ber oss derimot om å finne sannheten selv (vha den hellige ånd, selvsagt.) Å bære en fasade og ikke tenke selv er derimot kjennetegnet på en smålig person. Jeg tror også at de som oppfatter andre som skinnhellige gjør dette fordi de selv er det i en eller annen grad og at det new-agere mangler for å virkelig bli spirituelle er den moral religiøse er opptatt av, samt den totale omvendelsen til Gud som må til for å overkomme stoltheten som hindrer enhver dyd (inkludert den visdom og løsrevne holdning som må til for å "tenke Selv". (Man blir ikke klok av å tenke selv, men ved å kunne reflektere tanker fra høyere bevissthet.)

What is icaros?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5P1RqUkzws

Sex, drugs and ayahuasca

This man has some great opinions  https://www.facebook.com/290215444906176/videos/741296886323129/?v=741296886323129

He says that the modern man think he owns his body so he can do what ever he likes with it, but sex is not gymnastics, its an intimate exchange of energies. It's an intimate exchange of thoughts and "airs". When we go from relationship to relationship we receive all the negativity and bad energies into our bodies and those restless "airs" effects out thinking. When we respond to our selfish desires these desires brings more suffering to us. When sex occurs outside the framework of legitimate love of the formed couple in which there is a spiritual connection it exacerbate our feeling of loneliness, our isolation from life. In order to live in unity you must live in a certain state of purity. Sex is pure when it is a physical or a physical metaphor of the previous communion of two souls in the spiritual realm. First we must unite spiritually with the person, purifying our bodies, then sex can be sanctified. Outside this frame sex brings restlessness and loneliness due to our illegitimate behaviours.