Day 1. I have joined a group of people around the world who wants to receive shaktipat (spiritual energy to activate kundalini) from a young man called Rohan in India. Today, one day before the shaktipat event I felt the kundalini or sexual energy ( can't tell the difference) in the lowest chakra and went to bed for total relaxation and meditation. I usually do this to relieve the tension.
I was looking forward to the shaktipat so I tried to find Rohan and I did see him sitting in meditation with energy sparkling around him. He noticed me and gave me shaktipat a day before the event. Waves of energy came up my body. I laughed at one point. For a while my left hand became very soft and glowing with yellow light, I imagined. I think energy was received there. He put his hand about 40 cm above my head and that felt so comforting I cried a lot. I spoke in tounges throughout the whole session. After maybe 20 minutes he was finished and I showed him namaste telepathically and said thank you, thank you.
I was so happy for what I had received, but I wanted more. I understood that my desire for sex and a sexual parter was a misunderstanding. It was the energy I longed for, not sex or men. I was not thinking precisely. Only God is the provider of energy and He is the provider of everything. What a liberation! The meaning of friendships and companienships are for sharing. Sharing love, happiness, sadness and so forth. Sharing Gods gifts.
When I went back to my livingroom I saw a lot of white fog-like energy around me. I remembered that I used to see that a lot when I had awakened kundalini earlier in my life.
Day 2. I felt connected to God through an energyfield that had appeared so I talked a lot to Him and His servants on the other side who had helped me in my life. I felt so good. I felt much more worthy than I normally do. I had missed this connection and feeling of nearness to God for many years.
I received shaktipat twice. I know when because I spoke in tounges. The first time I had read Bahai prayers and sat down to receive afterwards. My body started to move spontaniously while I spoke in tounges. After yoga while in the dead mans pose I received again. This time through my mouth. Og my that was heavenly! I was so deep into the meditation it took at least an hour before I remembered receiving that way. I have wanted to feel that energy in my mouth while kissing. Now I got so much more. I don't have the strong urge for more like yesterday.
I was looking forward to the shaktipat so I tried to find Rohan and I did see him sitting in meditation with energy sparkling around him. He noticed me and gave me shaktipat a day before the event. Waves of energy came up my body. I laughed at one point. For a while my left hand became very soft and glowing with yellow light, I imagined. I think energy was received there. He put his hand about 40 cm above my head and that felt so comforting I cried a lot. I spoke in tounges throughout the whole session. After maybe 20 minutes he was finished and I showed him namaste telepathically and said thank you, thank you.
I was so happy for what I had received, but I wanted more. I understood that my desire for sex and a sexual parter was a misunderstanding. It was the energy I longed for, not sex or men. I was not thinking precisely. Only God is the provider of energy and He is the provider of everything. What a liberation! The meaning of friendships and companienships are for sharing. Sharing love, happiness, sadness and so forth. Sharing Gods gifts.
When I went back to my livingroom I saw a lot of white fog-like energy around me. I remembered that I used to see that a lot when I had awakened kundalini earlier in my life.
Day 2. I felt connected to God through an energyfield that had appeared so I talked a lot to Him and His servants on the other side who had helped me in my life. I felt so good. I felt much more worthy than I normally do. I had missed this connection and feeling of nearness to God for many years.
I received shaktipat twice. I know when because I spoke in tounges. The first time I had read Bahai prayers and sat down to receive afterwards. My body started to move spontaniously while I spoke in tounges. After yoga while in the dead mans pose I received again. This time through my mouth. Og my that was heavenly! I was so deep into the meditation it took at least an hour before I remembered receiving that way. I have wanted to feel that energy in my mouth while kissing. Now I got so much more. I don't have the strong urge for more like yesterday.
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