I'm so thankful for the kriyas! The stronger the kriyas the better, I think. I speak in tounges sometimes and have wondered who I am talking to, who I long for so intensely and deeply, so I asked today who it was while I was in the middle of the kriya-mood and felt a yearning for this someone, and I could see and feel the loving energy from the virgin Mary!
Today I used a lot more words when I spoke in tounges than usual, even though I have had 4 clitoral orgasms this month and two of them recent. I have even sinned and afterwards felt dirty. I lived out my Lolita fantasies, that was. I didn't think it was dirty before after it happened. The day after I thought I had to either try to like the guy who touched me but couldn't have me, or reject him totally, because soon he would like to be desired too. I am amaced that I was able to like him the same day. Just because I wanted to. I thought I should try to not be serious, but just have fun. We had a fantastic day together today. I was attracted to him. Wanted to touch him many times. This day was full of unpredictability. Very exciting.
Today I used a lot more words when I spoke in tounges than usual, even though I have had 4 clitoral orgasms this month and two of them recent. I have even sinned and afterwards felt dirty. I lived out my Lolita fantasies, that was. I didn't think it was dirty before after it happened. The day after I thought I had to either try to like the guy who touched me but couldn't have me, or reject him totally, because soon he would like to be desired too. I am amaced that I was able to like him the same day. Just because I wanted to. I thought I should try to not be serious, but just have fun. We had a fantastic day together today. I was attracted to him. Wanted to touch him many times. This day was full of unpredictability. Very exciting.
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