Various poems

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I feel divided in two;

A mind with no body to rest upon

and a body that feels very much alone.

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If you want to stand out

you will be exposed

like a drawer from a chest

everyone can look inside

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Children want the sun, but parents give them withered leaves.

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It is hard to accept our illusions

so we get distraught, complain and criticise.

It is good we don't accept them

so don't get upset when others gets upset.

Tell them the reality instead.

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No wonder he looks 

like a monster to you

when you look at him 

as through a magnifying glass.

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Everybody is the same

in different ways.

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The womans wounds

gives blood to the child.

Suffering is the price

for the gift of love.

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How can they be right about you

when their view at you is askew?

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It's a starry sky night.

The houses are lying down,

the trees bends to the ground

I wanne go home to the minute-hand

that calls me in the daytime

while the door is ajar.

I belong here 

where the home whisper on my throat

I only long for a man who can fence it in.

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I'm impatient

because I have waited

an unbearable amount of time

in vain

and don't want do it again.

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If you neglect love
when communicating with another
you make them feel inferior.

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The rain cloud bursted inwards

and put me at the peak of the ocean.

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Sex is everything.

Love is even more.

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I often get depressed into the ground.

Other times upset by the forces in it

and trample on the surface.

It's so tight down there

skin and flesh disappear

and the old water runs out.

Today I was released and could jump

because my skin was there 

to safekeep my heart.

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I curl like withered grass

through a hollow in the ground

to suck ground water.

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Light of life

Life smiles like light

through a womans open mouth

that has chewed over so much 

her teeth are gone.

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My heart can't crush.

It isn't hard.

It is the crust on it that can.

I writhed the heart out of it.

The blood will flow!

Now I can feel the soft flesh.

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I have only a heart to fullfill.

It is filled by love.

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Questions you ask God is like arrows you shoot.

The more precise the phrasing, the straighter it flies.

The more riveted it is, the better the head of it will hit.

The stronger your desire to know the answer is,

the more power the arrow has to hit it.

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The night I walked up the black hill

I pressed myself through my white face

so it cracked and looked like the moon

behind fine offshoots.

Without my face I could see inside 

an offspring shine in the dark.

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Did you cause the beam through my wall

by thinking fondly of me? 

It split my dark thoughtstrip in two.

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If I become small as a sperm cell

I can enter the substance of mother of life.

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The fetus

A glowing lump is growing in me

to a pointy mountain piercing the ice.

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My baby is the feeling 

I get after lovemaking.

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My longing runs out of me

and after you who went away.

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Freedom without boundaries

is just boundaries.

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Justice is right in heaven,

but it's not my right to have at earth. 

I can always choose to be rightous, though.

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I can not withstand

the one I understand.

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When I arise to gladden hearts

the sorrow of the world is under my feet.

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I am taken by what I can not express

because I don't want to know about it.

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The devil abase me so much

I sink down in darkness;

Eternal hell.

He consumes me by full moon

like a beast

so I disappear quickly.

Not able to express myself,

no noble quality.

Just despair.

He fills my body up. It swells

so I can only feel that

and not my essence.

His facial expressions are ghastly

to frighten me the most

and his behaviour so deceitful

I feel I'm full of holes.

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Emptyness is the other side of craving.

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When we are free we can choose

and choose the good.

The unfree can only protest 

against evil or be its slave.

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People are not lazy, but unmotivated.

We are not the body that wants to rest.

We are spirit that wants to fly 

and dance with joy, but are weighed down 

by the physical.

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With a negative focus there is room for nothing.

With a positive one there is room for everything.

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If you search behind the sorrow at night

joy will come to light.

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When you find all the pieces together

you will see everything is alright.

If you can't see that everything that happens is right

it is your attitude that is wrong.

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Do not call me sharp and I will not call you dull.

Even though I can see through bullshit somewhere

doesn't mean I can do it everywhere.

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How can you be mortal

when you can discover

something eternal?

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Our divine yearning is the strongest,

but it is overshadowed by physical desire 

and the vain ego hampers its unfoldment.

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Lust that conquers the will

leads to perdition.

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If I can't show love

I don't bother being here.